You're such a bitch. I saw what you said about me.

I saw your post and screenshotted it and threw my phone on the ground with your profile picture open to put you in the DIRT where you BELONG. YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m writing to you because I need to let out my frustration! My life is so hard, a lot harder than yours! You made an “I’m just a girl” tweet and it had lots of stuff that I relate to but it seemed like you were making fun of me. I’m not interchangeable, is that what you were insinuating? The post wasn’t directed at me, I know, but it was definitely a subtweet about me and it feels like you made it because you’re jealous that my breasts grew more supple and round as an apple, and not lopsided, oversized and ghetto. I’m an introvert and my favorite color is purple and the best anime is Lain and it isn’t pretentious just because you don’t like popular things. You’re being a loser, and everyone thinks so too. They told me personally, but it was way more harsh than that. I’m being nice to you because I’m the only friend that you can trust. People should love me like they love lain, but I am constantly rejected from spaces because I have an aura that applies immense pressure. Are you afraid that you’ll lose control, too? There isn’t any other reason that anyone would dislike me and that’s the truth so I don’t really want to hear any theories that you have regarding otherwise, at least about me. We can talk about why other people aren’t liked very much and I’ll tell you why what you think is kind of shallow and how you don’t give as much thought to anything like I do. I don’t hold strong opinions about anything until an idea presented to me. I then fight for said objective truth that I’ve created, because it’s the most important thing in my life to me in that moment. I am special. I’ve come to terms with that. Why does it still make you mad? I watch hundreds of souls stretch forward before their bodies start to accelerate, their fate unfolding before me and I pretend ignore it and act normal otherwise people start to grow paranoid and insecure. I can tell the future and the past, basically. It’s really easy I can teach you but you can’t tell anyone about it. The objective is to find motive in every move. Motive will lead you to ones true heart, and we are all the same, so you may easily replicate the circumstance and predict what is next this way. If you want, I can write you separately about how to do this. I know you’re not very smart, so I’ll be sure to simplify it when I do. Is your bedroom still small? I hope you have a window now, too. Fresh air is good for dry skin and optimal health.. for now the wild deer keep bowing into the nape of my neck so I may present them with apples. I miss you. I love you. You’re my only friend.

Imani Xiao