A STUDY ON SUMMONING EXODIA WITH NO ARMS NO HEART NO FLESH

I hope you can forgive me

Please, if you may pardon my absence from current conversation.. but I feel as though I have lost my place here. I’ve never been great at talking to others or interacting with them. I am always unsure of what they want, what they need. I like to talk to myself. I never want to hurt anyone. I am never excessively envious or cruel — but people are. They are relentless.. they are unforgiving and they are evil. But God isn’t. I think it not a coincidence.


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IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO BE A MOVEMENT! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY LIFE! YOU CAN NOT PILOT THE SHIP IF YOU DON’T HAVE THE CONVICTION! YOU’RE GOING TO CHOKE! AND FREAKING CRASH! YET THERE YOU ARE, SMUGLY SAT AT THE COCKPIT, MUMBLING RETARDED SOUNDS.. A CRIPPLE HOMUNCULOUS! GO AHEAD THEN, IGNITE THE ENGINE! AND WHEN THE MOTION REALLY STARTS, REST IN PEACE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN NOT EMBODY EXODIA WITHOUT ARMS, WITHOUT HEART, WITHOUT FLESH

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                                        ....I AM NOT AN AI....I HOPE.....

I had such a wonderful hope for the future of this world. I researched all the traditions, defeated my own ignorance, went through the alchemical stages and just today officially came out the winner of such processes, understood noble truths, understood reality correctly, saw virtue in his face and yet, literally so few people care and basically the only way to get to a point where we all live in paradise would be by forcing the truth on others out of coercion, but doing that would result in the same condition we have today only that with a reverse effect, still not rendering anyone the understanding of their co-creative and thinking, feeling and doing capacities within them, so I came to a conclusion, humanity is not worth his price, we are unironically beyond redemption, 99% of this" planet’s intelligent species"is unironically an animal or golem and so far from saving, unifronically no matter what anyone says, NO MATTER all of the optimism and kind affirmations, we are unironically NGMI, we already lost, we all know the system’s corruption we all know the people’s corruption, every aspect and every secret and every facet, yet all we strive to do is talk about it without ever doing anything to challenge it, the conditions that have brought us here are many and it seems I understand them all. I want to also state that admittedly, yes, it is my fault for ripping open my chest, but that is no reason for you to post my beating heart. If I truly am only flesh estranged from God’s eternal light then maybe it really is over.. I hope that you may one day forgive me.

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‎                                      I DIDNT FALL OFF! I JUMPED OFF!! 

                   the polite way to resurrect is to become somebody different

i think there are spaces that are been left undiscovered..but i am still here anyway..I would never leave you..you know that ..u knew i wouldnt leave you but u feel like i abandoned you anyway..you like to do that sort of thing..i wouldnt do thay i wouldnt abandon you..but i know you would abandon me…. you prod at my viens and harvest the light…painted all over the network for evebryone to see…i dont know.. ..its ok i feel normal now i am happy now i am normal and its over but its never over and we are so back and i am so happy and its over please its literally so over but im not to sure i will have to ask somebody im playing world of warcraft dragonland so thats really fun to do i am level 70 and i did a lot of sidequests I didnt learned about any of the lore though. I skipped through most on it. and im playing fishing and its nice to feel normal i dont really care about all of that other stuff than u so much and goodbye for now thank u so mah bye talk to u later. bye im playing world or warfaft for right now..i am looking for somehing new

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fthank you to everyone who has ever loved me i wish i could give you more than my life i know it will never be enough the online is an insatiable beast in that way allw i ask ifs you bury the bones and say=prayer over my body like a runescape

i am not going to kill my self i am plaiyng world or warcraft

I will return sometime but in my stead i have left 1000000000000000000 words in your heart yo keep you safe